annoying - ness

bencinya!!! ya this whole leave thing is quite annoying.... ngiao.... however i m sure i can tough this out. blergghhhh.... wanting to take 2 weeks off my international primary health care MSA to go back to malaysia and to go to manila for EN 07. a lot of the paper work and processess has been quite a pain. but i m sure it will all be worth it. really lookig forward to this besides the struggling with finances, leave, supervisors, etc. have never taken such a long leave ever from uni. 2 weeks is not much but for me who only ever ponteng 1 or 2 days at the most, it's a lot. i just don't know how people can not turn up for stuff and get away with it. like not turn up a lot without formal leave. and here i am struggling to apply for formal leave and coming up with a lot of crap. part of us just wish, screw it, i just go back n take my 2 weeks. then i come back 2 weeks later, and well if they fail my 1 MSA, it's not the end of the world since i can fail up to 10 weeks. n it's only freaking 3 weeks.... but on the other hand, i do want to get things done properly, not just run off and be irresponsible.i am going off for 2 weeks, i should at least inform someone that i m taking this leave right? all makes sense, nontheless not as easy as it seems. i've already made up my mind anyway. that i shall go back for the 2 weeks. looks as if the supervisor is saying, you migth as well not come at all since you are missing 2 outta 3 weeks. then i shall extend my hols to 3 weeks. instead of 2. anyways.... i believe God will make a way. and i shall have to grow up and not be so kiddy. i can do this!!! it's jus applying for leave.... chua su ling, don't be a wuss!!!!