Friday, July 20, 1990

pissed-ness....

Ugggg!!! I m dem kek now.... feel like wacking ppl, feel like killing ppl actually... homicidal ideation d.... kek sei arrrr....... stupid mail! Stupid bank draft!!!!! Y the heck some ppl x be more reasonable? And i hate answering machines... they are one fo teh most annoying things created... please press 1... for deliever yservices... press 2 for... blah blah blah.... and please call this number , they would be able to help you..... 1800.... it’s d same number for goodness sake!!!1 and i did press 3 too.... now, i am fuming i think smoke is coming out of my ears.... i wanna kill someone.... the opposite stadium is dem noisy, footie match between korea and thailand.... so annoying, life is pissing me off.... i haven’t felt this angry for some time it’s obviously been brewing inside... and this dumbass situation jus ticked me off so bad.....

And nobody probably knows what the heck i am talking bout as well... i jus need to rant and rail and make noise and i certainly x scream like a hyena at my hostel... well i did, not a very loud 1 in case i scare some of the kids...... AAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Anger management issues resurfacing...

GOD,HELP!!!!!

I need to calm down... before i get a MI or a CVA.... man, i am getting palpitations, gonna be hypertensive soon, prob is more den my usual 90/60.... well if i hit the table or the cupboard i prob hurt my knuckles.... no point in doing that.... people who don’t wannna be hit esp guys better not come near me today, i m feeling very violent!!!! All my keganasan terserlah tendencies all showing their horns....

Can’t even jus sleep it away.... it’s too annoying........................ misery..... :(