hmmm.... for once i m at loss at what to blog... blergh, was thinking bout something then dear housemate came barging into my room adn i lost my train of thoughts.... to myself *always blaming other ppl... tssk tssk* today is saturday!!! and it's a holiday on monday cos sunday is easter sunday.... hmmm, n deep down in my heart, i m asking myself? why the heck am i so focused on holiday instead of the actual significance of easter? yesterday went to church for Good friday service.... had communion.it was a super short sharing by pastor mat before communion, on how it was a sad sad day for God and for Jesus' disciples when He died, since when do we rejoice when someone dear to us die? imagine even when my hamster die oso i m sad, what more a human? but for us, a happy day because of what He's acoomplished at the cross, if He did not die and rose again everything we have been doing in church would be utter rubbish and what i believed in for the past 5 years would have been jus pure philosophy. i decided it's happy Good Friday for me....and this theory in my head is that altho it was a sad sad day for God and His disciples when He died.... IT was a joyous day that He rose again and the power of death and darkness has been defeated....

and thus it was a happy day for all.... now.... except satan of course, coming back to why i m so much concerned bout holidays... cos it's been tiring with peds exams just last week and just a week end in between for o n g this week.... this break.... a Godsend. well, it literally is anyway. altho for different reasons. so well, everyday's filled with some activity.... shouldn't i be resting? hmmm... yesterday was church then a bbq in d evening... which was awesome.... today church program - chicken run tonight.... tomorrow church and victor harbour to see the fairy penguins... monday is free.... maybe i should get down to studying... jus so dun feel like it.... it's 4 precious days. maybe a teeny weeny bit of studying so i won feel guilty after of spending the entire week end bumming around...