arrrGGHHHHH!!! feel bit stressed now..figured ishall release all my frustrations into words... whine whine whine... symptoms of stress.. insomnia, headache.... mang chang ness.... ki siao ness.... all starting to act up den i've got this huge pimple on my face, ARGGGGHHHHH!!! which my stupid housemate raju keep on commenting dat it's getting beta, such a giant help...how d heck do i know y it's x going away? hormonal imbalance... n being pms sy...

life's not that bad... jus not the best at the moment... still coping with dealing wid studies, and sorting out internal issues... wish life can be simple and sometimes when i think bout my life in a detached sorta way... it's x dat complicated but when i do get down to deal with it feel that it's not as simple as i imagined it to be... like this stupid case report...but rights... it shouldn't be a hrd thing to do, aspiration pneumonia only ma....ya, but when i do look into the evidence base stuff, it's super a lto of work...not beyond me but requires like quite a number of hours... adn i m an impatient person, i sorta x like to spend ages, looking tru journals and mugging tru articles to come up wid 1 page of reasonable evidense bout treatment and management of aspiration pneumonia.... blerghhhhh....... and it's graded so i x do sloppy job outta it... have to do it kao kao... or else i would feel sucky bout not putting in the effort and time....

at tis moment... i wished i x have to do this stupid case report adn redo bits adn pieces of my research proposal...

i m a super lazy person... feel like curling up n reading a nice book or jus gonig to sleep... which i can't t the moment, cos i'm too stressed out wid other things... so x zzz either... n reading, my heart prob won't be in it anyway cos work nits to be done. procrastinated long enuff.... get on wid it... lazy bum me!!!!!!!

okie.... big breathes.... i can do this.... i can do all things tru Christ who strengthens me... phil 4:13, do not fear for i am with you, do not be dismayed for i m your God, i will uplift you with my righteous right hand. isaiah 41:10.... God, help!!! super big SOS to God... before i start hyperventilating... n ki siao ing....

The Lord id my shepherd, i shall not be in want... this i believe... somehow....