inspired by piggy and owlie....

wrote this in class in college with someone who had a very special place in my heart...just didn't know it just then... God has a good sense of humour, eh? was reading david's and siew lee's blogs today... very inspired to share what i have written in the past...althoug it is very personal...believe now is the time to open up.... and to let go....

okies, here goes, it's kinda weird, dun ask me why...his writing in regular font and mine in italics...

life's so boring
it's so dull....
i'm rotting,
in this not so mouldy class.
why am i here?
only God knows...
sigh... wasting my time...
writing nonsense...

life's like a box of chocolate
u will never know what u r gonna get
with each sweet bite, comes a bitter taste,
with each swallow, extra calories plus...
sigh...it's a pleasure to savour
but a bitter pill to swallow...
70% only

rain, rain on my face
it hasn't stop raining for days
my world is in flood
slowly i become one of d mud.

sinking slowly, just waiting to drown
knowing someday a rainbow will form
somehow, it's just too late
never able to see it again.

lift me up when i am falling
lift me up when i am drowing
draw me back to safety
this feeling, so clam, so safe
as if the world's turbulence stopped
just for a spilt second.

but if i can't swin
after 40 days
and my mind is crash by the
crashing rain.
lift me up so high
until i can't fall.

then you'll be flying
floating among the clouds
looking down at this chaotic
world, wondering
would it be better to stay up here?
but the world needs you...

i am an empty vessel
nothing but to be recycled
making noise here
and there
shut me up and i
am no more there

life's not so simple,
vessels come with souls,
for eternity they last,
though they may be empty
touching hearts, leaving
signs on this earth...
what is existance?
Existance is God
God is the Word
the Word is God
and God is with us.

weird ya? hehe... one of my favourite writings though... got a special place in my heart... jus sitting during chem ( i think ), pretending to be taking notes.... thanks, dear for the wonderful memories... God bless you.... :)