something i have been thinking about....

is this where i want to be now?
i suppose....

y m i so moody?
hormonal imbalance probably...n some crap that happened probably helped....

y is life suddenly looking howwible?
cos i had an overdose of fun n high....it jus dropped drastically...i dunno...

do i wanna leave for adelaide?
sorta...not really... ug! jus get on wid it... i m going anyway...

y?
i really jus wanna run away from all the crap in penang... all d people i x wanna meet...
i would really miss everybadi in penang...sigh....

sudden realisation....
i m not who i want to be.... my world is build around very shallow n unfulfilling snuff...
i even enjoy being in such an existence.... such stupiak ness
where is God? have i totally ignored Him? yoo hooo!!! God, help! SOS as usual when i screw up...

long siGGGGHHHHHHH...haiiihhhhhh.....
God, please get me out of this crappy existence, when have i fallen into such depravity?
good news is...
You never gonna stop loving me anyway...n u gonna help me... i believe...dat all is not lost....jus cos u love me, Big DAddy in heaven...